My 3rd year anniversary letter

Dear my lover and the only lovely one

       It’s been more than 3 years we’ve been in this lovely relationship. I’m really glad to have met and be with you. Do you know that my mood turns so cheerful and I finally found my life’s destination the moment you gave me ‘the-3rd year-anniversary-gift’ in a form of your future plans? My mind turns so flowery the moment u said:

“ I’m going to have my own vehicle(motorcycle) by this year. Actually if i hadn’t pay the annual fee of my stall, i would be able to have one, now. Then next year, I plan to find a house and pay the first credit fee for us, and.....”

“Another next year, you’re gonna marry me!”  I added

You smiled and answer, “ Yes, I’m gonna ‘pay’ you as my wife!” then my heart blossoms.

       Well, that conversation always sounds in my head since then. Later on, I keep on counting: ‘if those plans run as they’re expected, It’ll be in 2013 we’ll be bounded in a holiness of a wedding vow. We’ll escape our ordinary world and start our new life together till the end. Also since that moment, I keep on praying to God to make us destinied each other till end of our lifetime and realize all of our plans and dreams.

       Dearie, by this letter, I want you to know how precious your words are and I expect those words are real and aren’t just empty words to say. Please proof that your words are real, coz it also proofs that your love for me is real. Thank you my dearest one. Thanks for everything you’ve done, given and shared to me. Thanks a billion.

3 years and 5 days after our 3rd year anniversary

With so much love

Hugging Dreams

Hugging Dreams

A worry about something wrong grows bigger and bigger

Hurt and left me in the bottom of pain

Every time it comes, the only thing that I can do

is only hugging my dreams

Thing that always gives me joy and warmth

I even feel it is beating near me

Unites by my own

Give me life and excitement that I have never had

Well, drops of wishes come over and over again

Sometimes, reality just pushes it stuck, deep inside me

It seems that there is no way to escape

While the melody of the dreamland keeps on inviting

I find my heartbeat keeps sounding

Let myself scratch in the middle of unconsciousness

When it comes, please just let me hug my dreams

Tangerang, 25 April 2011

Shafia Asy Syifa

WILLIAM MOSELEY interview

Tuhan Tolong Ajari Aku

Tuhan Tolong Ajari Aku

Tuhan,
Ajari aku menjadi sosok manusia yang kuat dan tegar,
Ajari aku menerima dengan ikhlas dan lapang dada segala hal yang menjadi suratan takdirku,
Ajari aku mencinta dengan ikhlas dan bukan bergantung, terlebih menuntut,
Ajari aku untuk memahami rahasia dibalik gemerlapnya dunia ini,
Ajari aku memberi tanpa mengharap balasan dalam bentuk apapun,
Ajari aku menjadi pemberi dan bukan penerima,
Ajari aku berjalan di atas kedua kakiku sendiri,
Ajari aku menjadi bunga dan bukan menjadi bangkai,
Ajari aku tersenyum dan bukan menangis,
Ajari aku menopang dan bukan yang ditopang,
Ajari aku menikmati kehampaan hatiku kala lara,
Ajari aku menelaah segala bentuk kepahitan di dunia ini agar aku dapat menjadi insan yang bijaksana,
Tuhan. . tolong ajari aku segala hal yang tidak aku mengerti,
dan beri aku kesempatan untuk selalu menjadi manusia yang lebih baik dari hari ke hari.
Amien.

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(shafia asy syifa)

If I could

If I could

If I could turn back time

I would do everything much better than I did

If I could turn back the moment

I would decide the way that I will never regret 

and make me and others disapointed

If I could be another one,

I'd prefer not to be 'me' at this time

  I know these all are not gonna be happen

But I wish that I can reach

the best path of my destiny

 and only You, God

The One that can grab me to the right way

Cloudy Saturday, February 26 2011

Shafia Asy Syifa'

"Please come back to me"

I can see the dew has almost over

I know it's the time to surrender

Not a second I stop keep wishing

Not a minute I keep denying

That I've lost you

Chorus:

So, please come back to me, oh baby

I can't live without you, here by my side

Please come back to me, my sunshine

My soul is now frozen and cannot be melted

I'm lost without you and I live like a dead man

I've tried to reach your hand

But I just can't find it anywhere

(Hehehe, jajal bikin lagu buat novel q sendiri, tau melodynya tapi belum tau kuncinya.. Ada yg bisa bantu??)

Kisah Seekor Anjing dan Anak Lelaki

Kisah Seekor Anjing dan Anak Lelaki

Alkisah, disore hari yang cerah, ada dua orang anak lelaki yang berjalan ditepi jalan raya yang cukup padat

di daerah Tangerang Selatan. Mereka terlihat asyik bercanda sambil berjalan santai.

Saking asyiknya, kedua anak itu tidak memperhatikan keadaan sekelilingnya.

Tak lama kemudian mereka melewati sebuah rumah besar yang berhalaman luas.

Saat itu gerbang rumah terbuka lebar, si pemilik rumah sedang memarkir mobilnya ke halaman mereka.

Hal ini terlewatkan oleh kedua anak itu. Mereka terus saja berjalan sambil mengobrol dengan asiknya, namun tiba-tiba salah seorang anak memekik lalu berlari kencang sekencang kencangnya meninggalkan temannya.

"Ada apa sih?" tanya temannya yang tidak mengerti kenapa temannya berlari tanpa aba-aba.

Banyak orang disekeliling mereka tertawa dan tersenyum kearah mereka.

"Ada apa sih?" ulangnya geram, sementara temannya masih terengah-engah kehabisan nafas.

"Gila tuh anjing!" Jawab si anak yang tadi berlari

"Anjing? anjing mana?"

"Loe gak liat tadi? ada anjing yang tiba-tiba keluar dari rumah yang kita lewati, lari ke arah gue, jilat betis kiri gue, terus masuk lagi kedalam rumah?"

"Oya? Masa'? kok gue ngga' liat? ngga' ada suaranya juga!"

"Emang dasar anjing gila! bisa jantungan gue, kalau semua anjing di sekitar sini kayak tadi!"

Temannya pun tertawa terbahak bahak.

"Hahahahahaha.. anjingnya iseng banget sih, ngeledek loe banget!"

"Sialan loe!" 

"Hahahahahahahaha"